Youth is a time of many, many different emotions. For many of us we don’t begin to find our feet until the end of primary school. As we move into high school we start to form our own identities and seek out like-minded individuals around us. As we change through the years of this time so can the soundtrack that comes along for the ride. Looking back it can sometimes be embarrassing, shameful or even joyous to remember the tunes of our youth. However, through the sepia toned lens of nostalgia it is always an alley off memory lane worth travelling.
10. IN KEEPING SECRETS OF SILENT EARTH: 3 – COHEED AND CAMBRIA
I couldn’t talk about songs that shaped my youth without talking about my favourite band in the world. This band and this album in particular encapsulates so many elements from so many musical genres I love, and combines it with a degree of nerdiness and sense of ambition in songwriting that made me such an insufferable wanker as a teenager (and now).
9. LEAVE – GLEN HANSARD
The movie Once was my main introduction to singer/songwriter-focused indie folk. Even though “Falling Slowly” was the big hit from that movie, the way Glen Hansard goes from delicate to borderline screaming is something that struck me deeply and has shaped so much of my music taste, and eventually the way I wrote music myself.
8. FUTARIGOTO (?????) – RADWIMPS
What would a list of songs that shaped my youth be without the token Weeb entry? I watched a lot of anime and J-dramas in my teens which got me into quite a few Japanese bands. It culminated when I went into a random Japanese Tower Records with my host family while on exchange and impulsively bought this featured album by a band I knew nothing about, and now I still love it and hold it very dearly in my heart.
7. HALO – MACHINE HEAD
Continuing from the last entry, The Blackening is still one of my favourite albums of all time. It’s one of the few metal albums I still listen to. That’s all.
6. HALLOWED BE THY NAME – IRON MAIDEN
In 2007, there was a new kid who transferred to my school and he was the first person to teach me gradually how to appreciate metal and played in the first band I ever was in with me. Starting with older metal like Iron Maiden and Metallica helped me slowly get into heavier and heavier music which shaped a lot of who I am and was.
5. LAGU UNTUKMO – MEET UNCLE HUSSEIN
Similar to the next entry, except this was my introduction into being into indie music sung in Malay. Growing up in a bilingual family that spoke English primarily, I never really listened to music in anything but English until this song, which I still sporadically cover.
4. SCARECROW ADAMS – DISAGREE
On a more serious note, the effect of the postcolonial hangover in my homeland of Malaysia (and elsewhere) has reached even into perception of contemporary music. Even today, there is still a strong attitude of “West is Best” and the idea that any music produced locally can never be as good as what is produced in the West. This song and this band changed all of that for me and it’s shaped my support for music at your local grassroots level (especially in DIY)
3. CUTE WITHOUT THE (E) – TAKING BACK SUNDAY
Following on from being my gateway to alternative music, Taking Back Sunday introduced me to “emo” (don’t @ me with that real/fake emo spiel). As cringy as some of the early TBS lyrics can be, it definitely shaped teen years.
2. WHATSERNAME – GREEN DAY
As uncool as it may sound today, Green Day’s American Idiot was my gateway to punk and alternative music as an nerdy, socially-awkward preteen looking to find something to make himself seem cooler. It prompted me to start drumming which eventually led me to learning guitar and now, songwriting. This song was always my favourite from the album and I think, the most underrated.
1. ALWAYS GET HER WAY – SMASH MOUTH
Look, Get The Picture by Smashmouth was the first album I ever bought with my own pocket money when I was 13 – I don’t know why. But listening to this again, I know for sure that this album still unironically slaps and is written WAY too well considering the meme status of “All Star” (“Hang On” came a close second as best song on here).